Hello There

Hey internet hows it going. I’m John, 23/m/oh… just doing this blog thing. Not really sure why, but I guess it has something to do with this website I used to be on. I don’t really want to mention it by name cuz it still kind of hurts, but I’m trying to get over it. See, I used to have a bunch of friends on there and we would talk and laugh and have lots of fun, but one day they ganged up on me and it made me sad ☹. Sad enough that now I don’t want to go back there, and I hate them all.
They’re the reason I’m so sad.
Well, about me… I live in a little town in ohio, its not bad but I dream of bigger things. I’ve got a big heart, and lots to share… but there is this general malaise that permeates throughout my soul, and makes me feel very dark inside. I’m a deep, quiet person that likes to gaze at stars or ponder the depths of the soul. I like to write zen koans. This is one I just made:

Souls joined together in darkness
BUT THEN
The bug zapper of fate acts
Bright flash of light arcs
Charred bits of soul on the ground
How I hate the rain.

I like that one.
Guess I’ll post more when I feel like it… for now, I’m going to go lay down for a bit.